Have to do this soon :P Spoken to a couple photographers whom have told me how to do the white too :P
woo deep questions.
** I know if i reblog this no one will ask me anyway, so eh : P I'll answer them allll! **
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
- Never had a problem
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
- Been angry three times in my life, once when I got kicked out of dan murphys because my friends didn't have ID, once when my friends were getting harassed at school (an ass kicking ensued!) and once when John Howard was announcing a new policy on something (cant even remember what now, all i know is it got thrown out!)
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
- I call my sister. I ask her to tell my parents to be strong.
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
- Tell no one. Get as much money as possible from as many bank's as possible (credit cards, loans etc), quit my job, adventure. Skydive, bungee jump, break into places at night and steal things, car chases, whatever. Leave the debt to the government in my will.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
- Trust. I have been a long time without love (parents and siblings don't count) but if I didn't have anyone I could trust, I would probably be lost.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
- Save the dog. Fuck work. I reserve the right to punch my boss in the face.
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
- The one I trust the most, because this would show me that my trust was unfounded, and should immediately cease.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
- Depends on the friend. In all seriousness I very much doubt a relationship would -ever- work with me again.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
- No. if it's someone's time to go, then it's their time to go. Last person I know that died, died in their sleep anyway, so useless hour.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- Yes. I need more people to be creative with. (THIS IS A HINT EVERYONE!)
11. Does love = sex?
- You can have sex without love, and love without sex, but both are better if both are in the picture!
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
- No, I'm an asshole. Everyone has to be selfish every now and again.
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
- I don't even remember. Emotion is weakness. Feelings lead to failure.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
- Neither. Honesty is king. Be honest, or you're lying to yourself. I always tell it straight and to the point. This is why some people don't like me.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
- Well I am experiencing this currently. I have to say Sugar. I always say addiction is weakness of mind, but in all seriousness I struggle with this. Yes I'm doing quite well, but I still have pretty much a weekly weak point.
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
- I tell my friends I love them all the time, because It's true. Last person was probably my mom or dad though. Cant remember whom I spoke to last! It's kinda weirding me out at the moment though, because I have a gorgeous friend whom keeps telling me she loves me... but i really don't feel it's at that stage yet!
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
- Nothing, life is a learning experience. Live and grow.
18. Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- I wish It was a gang of 13 azn's about to try and rob my house. I need a good fight. This would also be kinda weird seem as I live on a 3rd floor and all...
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
- Depends on the situation. Basically all I can say here is yes, I am CPR trained, however I believe in natural selection.
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
- The new born of course. My grandmother would understand. Yes I hate children, but without them we have no future.
22. Are you old fashioned?
- honestly, who cares about categorization unless you're shallow. I believe in trying all things, old and new.
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
- I have learned very well to never expect anything in return. I always try to be nice. However, I have been taken advantage of many times because of this.
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
- I don't think I could honestly answer this question. I don't know if I believe "true love" exists. I understand it for what it is, a chemical reaction in the brain. I believe "love" or the endorphin response it exhibits makes us make rash decisions. I don't like having a clouded mind.
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
- I wish for the ultimate super power. The ability to change -anything- with my mind. I would however have to be able to turn this off while sleeping, or crazy shit be happening all over!
I have to say… TUMBLR is really fucking boring tonight. Was @ the gym for an hour and there were like 6 posts, over the 112 blogs I follow… that’s -kinda- lame!
Everyone should ask me questions :P All of my like, 2 followers! <3
yeah, so, I decided to make an actual dedicated blog for my photography work finally. Probably won’t get updated often, buy my 2 followers should totally follow it n shit yo! :P <3
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Sandra (lilu) Blackheart
You seen it first! Sneak peek of latest shoot with Scott Birbeck
Creepy first image from our shoot yesterday! :P Love it, cant wait to have more finished!
Bloody and beautiful.
Myself with the lovely Trippa Cherrybomb Curtis
Photography by Scott Birbeck
~Sandra (Lilu) Blackheart
Great image of my shoot yesterday with these two lovely ladies! :P
Matte Galaxy GT-R
Just to end the night properly.
oh how I want a sparkly galaxy car! (proabbly not a skyline though… lol)
